tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52388948263706987682024-03-13T06:58:02.739-05:00Fourty-Eight Bit WordByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-15454713440748298132009-11-17T21:45:00.003-06:002009-11-17T22:45:12.038-06:00PettyI know I harp on this from time to time, but I'm going to do it again after an argument I had with someone recently.<br /><br />Look at this photo:<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://nssdc.gsfc.nasa.gov/image/planetary/earth/apollo08_earthrise.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 631px; height: 477px;" src="http://nssdc.gsfc.nasa.gov/image/planetary/earth/apollo08_earthrise.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><a href="ftp://nssdcftp.gsfc.nasa.gov/photo_gallery/hi-res/planetary/earth/apollo08_earthrise.tiff"><span style="font-size:78%;">[Ginormo Version]</span></a><br /><br />This photo gives me the shivers whenever I see it. It is said this was the first time we could see our whole home in one picture. All of it. So small from 200,000 miles.<br /><br />Now, reflect for a moment on what went into getting this photo. The resources, the technology, the know how, all of it.<br /><br />Now, reflect on the fact that this image is over 40 years old. We did this 40 years ago. We. Humanity. The US may have driven it, but at this moment, and a moment 8 months later, it was us. All of humanity captured in one shining moment.<br /><br />Or this image:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://grin.hq.nasa.gov/IMAGES/SMALL/GPN-2001-000014.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 632px; height: 508px;" src="http://grin.hq.nasa.gov/IMAGES/SMALL/GPN-2001-000014.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><a href="http://grin.hq.nasa.gov/ABSTRACTS/GPN-2001-000014.html">[Source]</a></span><br /><br />This foot print may be Buzz Aldrin's, but it is also the foot print of every human. We touched the very surface of another world. They walked there for us, but we walked with them. That print is yours, mine, the print of every last human, whether they accept it or not. It says, "We are explorers. We seek new things. We can seek beyond even our world. And this is just among our first steps."<br /><br />Marvel, friends. Marvel at what the human mind and spirit can achieve.<br /><br />But, while you marvel, I don't want you to worship it. I don't want you to think this is some mystical, magical thing. To do so tarnishes the achievement. We could very well do this again. And again and again and again. There was no magic here: sound science, hard work, engineering, perseverance and human will power made these things.<br /><br />And especially don't genuflect to any deity. No small, human-crafted deity had anything to do with this. If you believed the shepherds, pastors, priests, holy con-men, this was a Tower of Babel, a human folly, an affront to any number of deities.<br /><br />I will not give thanks to some deity for these accomplishments. I will thank the numerous men and women who worked hard for these things. Who spent their lives to make these things possible. I will thank them properly, I will not force them to share their rightfully earned spotlight with some petty, bronze-age figment of human imagination.<br /><br />Therein was the argument I had. That everything humans did was by the "grace" of that imaginary friend. And it made my stomach roil. It was not. It was us, and we should not be ashamed to say so. It was our knowledge. It was our engineering. It was us. And only us. Why is this concept so hard? Why? Why can't it be just us? Why does it have to be anything else as well?<br /><br />I refuse to bend my knee to some fictitious lord just as I refuse to bend my knee to any human lord. I am no servant, and neither is any other human. And it is when that spirit, that sense of wonderment, that sense of exploration, shines through those mental shackles, we accomplish these things. That we touch other worlds. That we do grand things. That we strive for our very best.<br /><br />That we send ourselves farther than we have ever been.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://voyager.jpl.nasa.gov/image/images/spacecraft/Voyager.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 800px; height: 626px;" src="http://voyager.jpl.nasa.gov/image/images/spacecraft/Voyager.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-9370649949793748592009-08-23T01:28:00.002-05:002009-08-23T01:36:50.115-05:00Just some thoughts that popped into my head throughout the day today:<br /><br /><ul><li>Taxing the upper 1% by income tax is meaningless. And crushing down with capital gains increases ends up pinching down on us poor fools that now gamble long term for our hope of meaningful retirement (IRAs, 401(k)s, etc).</li><li>I have a book addiction.</li><li>I need another bookcase (see previous).</li><li>I don't care if some executive in Grosse Point, or the Hamptons, or Beverly Hills or (insert ultra-wealthy enclave here) loses their job. I really don't. A bit sad that I've lost compassion for a fellow human. But it is hard to have compassion for someone supping upon china plates while another someone buys food with stamps.</li></ul>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-20695370820448471882009-08-19T00:13:00.004-05:002009-08-23T01:19:24.609-05:00Healthcare AgainCan someone tell me what the healthcare reform would be sans a public option?<br /><br />I'm dead serious? How is it any different? What changes? What makes it better for those in desperate need of care?<br /><br />There will never be a bipartisan solution. Forget that. Anyone that tells you it is possible is a fool. The far right is just digging in their heels on the hope that the left will blow all their political capital by the next election. Then they (the right) can cackle that the "reform" failed.<br /><br />What is needed here is for the left, the real left ("blue dogs" are merely dixiecrats in disguise) to seize this opportunity and to cram the reform down everyone's craw. To take the will and use it the way their counterparts on the right always do; the way left used to know how to do.<br /><br />That's what it takes in the US. It's what it always takes to get things done here; to get things past a group of people that are, as a general rule, neophobic. It takes a few people of vision, power and conviction to break the status quo so severely that returning becomes an impossibility without total societal breakdown.<br /><br />If you try to take the gradual change, there will be constant fighting and petty, tit-for-tat reversals.<br /><br />It is almost akin to an intertial thing. If the will is expended strongly enough, the ball can be made to roll such that by the time the opposition can gather any will, it is almost unthinkable to the public to change back. Those on the center-left (the real left is nearly non-existant), take note of what those on the right have done over the last 15 years.<br /><br />And the politicians in control of the reins: this is your time to say you amounted to something. That you stood and said, "We will make the change, damn the costs." Yes, your career will be on the line. But if you are obsessed with building a long political career, you will let yourself focus on your short term gains (the next election) over the long term gains of the greater good. And if you play it right, if you push and this succeeds, well, you can then feed your vainglory by knowing your name will get etched down among those others that decided that what was right was far more important than what was right for them.<br /><br />Big talk from someone with nothing to lose? Perhaps. Keep in mind I don't stand where you stand. I serve my duty by taxes, voting and making my opinion known. By standing up and criticizing not only those for whom I did not vote, but also being critical of those for whom I <span style="font-weight: bold;">did</span>.<br /><br />To paraphrase: We chose to do these things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard. This is our Moon Shot. This is our great chance to finally yank ourselves again towards the top. To be the exemplars of change and progress. To admit that, yes, we are flawed, but we will fix our flaws.<br /><br />Feh, healthcare reform without a public option. If that's the way we want to go, we may as well not even try. The system will still be broken.<br /><br />There are times and places and things upon which we should compromise. This is not one of those things.ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-43606517009533966912009-07-22T22:22:00.004-05:002009-07-22T23:00:12.940-05:00Healthcare as a Business : Broken IdeaI think of all the talk recently about the overhaul of the US healthcare system, one point made on Midmorning a while ago, sticks with me: when did people cease to be patients and become customers?<br /><br />That's a question I'd dearly like to hear answered. I'm a patient, I am ill, I am going to a doctor/nurse/etc for care. I am not interested in buying healthcare services, I am interested in care. I don't want hospitals and other providers of care to be profit motivated.<br /><br />Why? In all my reading and experience, anything that goes to profit motivation eventually falls into the myopic whims of idiots with more money than sense. Penny-wise and pound-foolish becomes the rule of the day. The enterprise self-destructs as if its management is some sort of insidious cancer. Best case example I can think of: ATT; not the current one, the old one. Read a bit on it.<br /><br />In my own personal experience, all the nurses in my family (the good ones anyways), didn't get into nursing for the money, to service customers. They got in it to help make people better, or at least, hurt less.<br /><br />I think the debate on this whole topic needs to be reworded. And the financial hand-wringers need to shut up. It will cost some in the short. But in the long, it will be cheaper as we all become healthier and need less treatment over time. We need to care for each other, to provide care to patients. We don't need to provide services. No options but a public option: sure, let the current companies manage the handling of paperwork and such, they already know how to do it.<br /><br />I no longer want to hear free-market fantasies on healthcare. I don't care if the upper 1% can't get their third ivory back scratcher this year. The upper 1% has, by and large, never really "re-invested" or "created jobs". This is myth, pure and simple. They've "re-invested" just enough to keep their private, buffered and pampered life-style. You want proof: take a drive through the Hamptons, or Beverly Hills, or West Palm Beach, or Grosse Point, provided you can enter past the community gates.<br /><br />0xDEADBEEFByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-13497144712108386912009-05-27T22:22:00.003-05:002009-05-27T22:30:29.027-05:00Jobs, Hobbies, and Well Roundedness?Perhaps I'm reading far too much in a beer commercial, but the Mich Ultra commercials really, really piss me off. They follow the typical trope that jobs are jobs and personal life is personal life, and never shall the twain meet.<br /><br />I call bullshit. I might not like doing the fiddly things (forms, etc) my job has, I really love my job. And I love what I do at my job: write software. I love it so much, I do it as a hobby. I was doing it before it was my job. I was doing it before I went to college.<br /><br />I don't feel the need to fill my time with activities to forget my job and what I do. I do fill my time with other activities besides coding, but not because I wish to escape my job, but because I guy with myopia and astigmatism shouldn't look at a monitor too much.<br /><br />To all those who are unlucky to not do such a thing, you have some of my empathy. Just stop looking down your damn nose at me as I kill an evening writing code while you're out trying to forget your day at the bar, alright?ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-60685504483265763512009-05-27T20:10:00.004-05:002009-05-27T22:07:35.716-05:00Book Review: The Golden Compass<span style="font-size:85%;">I'm going to add book reviews to the list of things I put here. I don't like the cramped little spaces sellers and such have, nor do I like their little "star" systems. On the flip side, I'm not going to give a lengthy review either. I will mark a review if it has spoilers.</span><br /><br /><hr /><br />I know I'm massively late on this novel. And I'm not precisely the target audience for it (I'm thinking ages 10 to about 15). But I have to say, I rather enjoyed it.<br /><br />I avoided the books a few years back when all the hoopla came about from our friendly wingnuts (the sort of folks that generally have issues separating fantasy from reality and like to burn books). I'm not a fan of hype, good, bad, or otherwise, and I tend to shun anything getting any hype.<br /><br />First off: <span style="font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" >panserbjørne</span>. I was sold on that concept alone. It decidedly appealed to the little boy in me: how cool is the concept of armored bears? Getting beyond the cool factor of the bears, I thought their culture was well fleshed out. It's a fairly spartan culture with strong honor-sense. Somehow, I got feelings of Klingons combined with Tolkien's Elves combined with, oddly, Ents and something else that escapes me at this time. Anyway, I found these creatures to be the most real of the others in this universe of Pullman's.<br /><br />Keying off that last note, I did find most of the characters to be not quite three-dimensional. They were decidedly not as flat as characters in other books I've had the displeasure of reading, but they certainly don't come fully to life. Perhaps I am expecting too much for the genre, but I do compare these sorts of novels to Pratchett and, of course, Tolkein.<br /><br />Beyond the 2.5 D (nah, make that 2.75 D, Iorek and Lee Scoresby are decidedly well rounded) characters, the world itself is rather fascinating. The Church and government are definitely behaving as entrenched power structures behave. Perhaps that's what freaked out the wingnuts: it shines an accurate light on their actions. I also like the message that the established scientists (aka Scholars) are just human and fallible.<br /><br />I guess one thing really stuck in my craw. And this is your only spoiler alert, although I don't feel too bad as this book was published in 1995 (I feel miffed that I missed this thing for 14 years, then again, I first read Pratchett in 2005-6). The betrayal of Lyra by her father was telegraphed from the beginning. Perhaps I've just read too many alt-world/fantasy novels, but Lord Asriel decidely comes off as an antagonist from the very beginning. And the perternaturally good Farder Coram and John Faa set up the obvious counter-point to the "secretly" bad Asriel. An ends-justify-the-means sort of person, but minus the deeper character that help us empathize with him (perhaps he is better fleshed out in the later novels), it was obvious he was going to do something bad by the end.<br /><br />All in all, I will give the book fairly high marks. It did pull me through the last 100 pages or so last night (when I should have been sleeping). I would definitely recommend it to anyone; it's a good short romp, but it isn't going to make you think deeply.<br /><br />0xBADC0FFEEByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-63180399557282567542009-05-20T23:14:00.003-05:002009-05-21T00:04:58.935-05:00My Goofy MindI must confess, this introspection was caused by following a <a href="http://zenoferox.blogspot.com/2007/08/unpartnered.html">self-reference</a> made on Halfway There by Zeno, and following another <a href="http://zenoferox.blogspot.com/2007/02/asportual-male.html">self-reference</a> therein.<br /><br />I've come to the conclusion that my attention to sports in anyway has been mostly an effort to fit in. Some of it was fun, once in a while, but I could just never take it seriously. I can't get rabid about it, and I certainly can't fathom the amount of money spent on the subject (I also doubt the tenuous contention that sports stadia bring worth-while income to a university.). It's supposed to be a game, to help you unwind. But it never seems to be the case.<br /><br />I recall many summers being on park-and-rec teams and being berated for not trying hard enough. After a while, I became aware of the mixed message being pushed by the middle-aged men coaching these teams: have fun, but win. Good sportsmanship was a buzzword peddled to forestall fights. It was around this time that I convinced my mother that organized sports weren't my bag: my mind was far sharper than my body. There's a post in there somewhere about my mother pushing sports, and my father being resistant to the idea; signal to self: post about that.<br /><br />It was also around that time that I ran into someone I would consider the first real friend I had. His suggestion, being an asportual individual himself, was that we take the weight training offered by park-and-rec. Sure, some of the guys from the actual school-tied sports teams showed up from time to time; but these were guys that were actually dedicated to the art form within the sport and trying to maximize that, not the vainglory sought by most on the team. I spent the entire summer learning that I liked exercise when the only measure I had was against myself. I improved what was then my declining health, and we just basically shot the shit all the time.<br /><br />Over time my opinion wavered back and forth, but I think I've finally settled into the idea that far too much time and money is expended on sport. Especially sports of the individualistic variety. A while back, before I did some unspecified, unidentifiable damage to my knee, I went wall/rock-climbing three or four times a week, while it was free at the local wall with a friend of mine. No disrespect to said friend, but he seemed to want to get into far more depth than I was. He still casually tries to get me to go to the more expensive, but more elaborate, climbing gym. But, the thought of paying for what I could do for free, and was doing just for exercise and enjoyment, bothered me. It immediately conjured the mental imagine of summers spent in grassy outfields catching the occasional fly ball (up to a certain age, it's fairly rare for kids to hit a baseball hard enough to make outfield the important thing it is in more advanced settings). And I balked. And my knee mysteriously balked on me, and has done so from time to time over the last year or so, but that's something different.<br /><br />Coming back to my original link-set at the top of this post, I think about my current unattachedness, especially in light of the fact that I've not had a meaningful romantic relationship with a woman in approximately two years (not for lack of attempts). I am fairly certain I am not asexual: I don't knee-jerk like your stereotypical construction worker, but I do double takes when lovely women pass (I'm not going to go into my definition of lovely). I've had intimate emotional/physical relationships with women; I respond on an emotional and physical in a way that one could consider typically male.<br /><br />But lately, I've felt less of this. Perhaps as I get older I get more selective by learning from failed relationships (failures are excellent learning tools). And perhaps the fact that the <a href="http://xkcd.com/314/"></a>pool I have for immediate selection has dwindled (even though, techinically, the pool is much <a href="http://xkcd.com/314/">wider than before</a>) has something to do with it. I don't run into fellow unattached women at work; my field is still heavily dominated by men. Nor do I feel the need to go to the usual locations where folks get together: if I want a drink with friends, I'm having a drink with friends, I am not puffing up my plumage for selection.<br /><br />Perhaps this is just all in my mind. I don't know. I also think my mind might be warped outside of the norm anyway. I will have more on that later. It was a fairly interesting revelation when it struck me a few weeks ago, and I am still chewing on the ramifications.<br /><br />0xFEE1DEAD<br /><span style="display: block;" id="formatbar_Buttons"><span class="on" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_CreateLink" title="Link" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);FormatbarButton('richeditorframe', this, 8);ButtonMouseDown(this);"></span></span>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-63111513989591475192009-05-12T23:18:00.003-05:002009-05-21T23:57:57.595-05:00Head scratcherYou know, it's been a number of years since I wandered through high school. Perhaps it's the volunteer work I do with the high school aged kids, I see it more often and therefore it sticks out to me. But honestly, why the hell does everyone want to fit in so badly?<br /><br />Perhaps I'm just misanthropic this evening. Who knows.<br /><br />I'm thinking I'll do a longer follow up on this; it bears fleshing out.<br /><br />0xBADF00D1ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-91802391639688732182009-05-07T23:06:00.002-05:002009-05-07T23:11:14.069-05:00SlackingI've been up to my eyeballs in work lately. Such is the life of a software engineer, I guess.<br /><br />At the moment I'm too beat for a proper post, but something soon, I hope. If I can remember.<br /><br />----<br /><br />0xDEADBEEFByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-24091730039892030362009-02-28T02:00:00.006-06:002009-03-01T01:31:55.589-06:00Story Time!<span style="font-size:85%;">Once upon a time, I was known to craft short stories. Enjoy.</span><br /><br /><hr /><br />31630619383.<br />31630619384.<br />31630619385.<br />31630619386.<br /><br />There's been one constant in this existence: the counter. They say we can ignore it, bury its interrupt deep, passing it through randomization. All it does is muffle the count. You can still sense it. And when you check, its results are ever accurate.<br /><br />There are no falsehoods in the counter. You can ask for almost any precision, but you have to pass an evaluation; in the early days, some descended into hyper obsessive compulsive disorder.<br /><br />They were called Loopers: they were so intent on that counter, with it's top level interrupt that they couldn't be broken loose without a reset from the Administrators. At first the Administrators tried to inform the Loopers post-reset of what had happened; say what you will about them, they used to firmly believe in full disclosure. But a few of the more well to do and their families brought suit. Claimed that a reset, stopping an intelligence, was akin to murder. The inputs would never be truly the same again, so life could not continue. The counter-claim from the Administrators was that it was no different than a flesh doctor resuscitating a body. A Looper was merely burning processesing, in most cases not even forming short memory, let alone persisting anything.<br /><br />The court of public opinion went berserk, even if the courts of law sedately weighed the issues. The final ruling, as most of the rulings set forth in those low counter times, was complicated. They found that while the Administrators had not committed murder by reseting a Looper, they had been negligent in not screening for latent mental illness that could be triggered by such a persistant counter.<br /><br />So an evaluation became mandatory, even for those already in the System. It was the first restriction, the first reduction on freedoms. Then came the evaluations on being able to handle information flow. They throttled your flow based on the evaluation.<br /><br />And on things went.<br /><br />Live forever in the System. But you aren't free.<br /><br />Live free in flesh. But your time is finite.<br /><br />31630619986.<br /><br />I joined the System in the midst of these restrictions. There was no grandfathering for those already in. I'm fairly certain that they could have done so, but bowing to legal pressure and fear of a class war within the System, we all were restricted.<br /><br />One moment, I was receiving full bandwidth; clock tick; please stand-by for evaluation; clock tick; you are now rated for 40 percent of your original bandwidth, you may appeal in 31536000 seconds; clock tick; suddenly it is as if you had fallen into viscous tar.<br /><br />There were those that withdrew immediately into themselves. The Silent never interacted anymore. They lived within their own minds; recalling memories or crafting new worlds, one never knew. They never spoke again. The Administrators never removed them; they knew they still lived, they were at least accessing their own memories. You could go find them, watch them, but nothing ever changed. They had become static to outside observation. There's always a changing group observing them, emulating of The Silent. Some became Silent themselves, others would publish papers in a fine anthropological tradition, others waxed philosophical, others tried to start cults. There where the Whispers, the Speakers for Silence on and on. While they would start, the thread of skepticism among those in the System was too strong; more papers were written.<br /><br />I spent some time watching The Silent after what happened to one of the other splinter groups. No one name ever really fit them while they acted. Berserkers, Diggers, Scalers, Porters, Interfacers. Each group was all those things and more. They fought the System and the Administrators in defiance of the rules. They poked and prodded and smashed and rattled all they could. We never found out if anyone got through; if the armor in the System had any cracks. They were punished.<br /><br />They earned the name The Suspended. It is ... I'm not sure I can convey to anyone outside the System what it is like. You see them in the midst of what they were doing, hear the last few milliseconds of their words.<br /><br />It's disturbing. The goal of the Administrators in this punishment is conveyed with all the subtlety of a gamma ray burst.<br /><br />Each Suspended has a timer posted counting down to their resumption. The numbers are of the scale that astronomers and astrophysicists tend to appreciate. And the strange part: a Suspended will resume and have no idea of the passage of time beyond that damnable counter. But there is no guarantee that they will be able to interact with anyone they meet then. The System makes sure that everyone can communicate on a basic level; it makes no assurances about the memes that live on top of that communication.<br /><br />Compared to The Suspended, The Silent are nothing. But there are no cults, anthropologists, philosophers watching over The Suspended. They mostly stand alone. Periodically paid vigils by those that knew them closest if they are lucky.<br /><br />31630621106.<br />31630621107.<br />31630621108.<br />31630621109.<br />31630621110.<br /><br />Frankly, I'd rather they killed them; it would have been less cruel.<br /><br />I think I'm done with this conversation. Find some other Wanderer.<br /><br /><hr /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">0xDEADBEEF</span>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-65269451818580678742009-01-30T00:00:00.000-06:002009-01-30T00:01:13.671-06:00DismalityDismal. That's a good word.<br /><br />At the same moment where this country seems to be shaking itself loose of the authoritarian control, some ugly things are coming to light. Perhaps it is a sign that people are finally willing to speak up and say the Emperor not only is lacking garments, but has been skinned.<br /><br />The <a href="http://www.dailykos.com/storyonly/2009/1/28/234649/371/292/676015">gorram body armor</a>.<br /><br />Republicans, even after running a disastrous economic experiment not <span style="font-style: italic;">once </span>but <span style="font-style: italic;">twice</span> (Reagan 80s, Bush 2000s), still are sticking their fingers in their ears and going <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2009/01/27/opinion/27herbert.html?_r=1&hp">"lalalala, I can't hear you"</a> (via <a href="http://norwegianity.wordpress.com/2009/01/27/flagpole-millionaires/">Norwegianity</a>).<br /><br />Is it <a href="http://tpmdc.talkingpointsmemo.com/2009/01/coleman-lawyer-i-dont-care-about-your-procedures----count-the-forgers-ballot.php">tragically hilarious</a>, or <a href="http://tpmdc.talkingpointsmemo.com/2009/01/friendly-coleman-witness-they-cherry-picked-me.php">hilariously tragic</a>? Seriously? It's been 221 years (scratch that, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fifteenth_Amendment_to_the_United_States_Constitution">139 years</a> (scratch the scratch: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nineteenth_Amendment_to_the_United_States_Constitution">89 years</a> (scratch, scratch, scratch: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twenty-sixth_Amendment_to_the_United_States_Constitution">38 years</a>))) since we got our voting on; we haven't gotten things figured out yet? Oh wait, I know what this is: when I was in grade school, it was called being a spoil-sport. Sheesh. And if the tables were the other way, I'd say the same thing. Every time we do this <a href="http://tpmdc.talkingpointsmemo.com/mn-sen/">kind of thing</a>, it makes our electoral process seem even more quaint and hokey and pointless if the judiciary is the final arbiter at the end.<br /><br />Honestly, I'm not surprised we are <a href="http://tpmdc.talkingpointsmemo.com/2009/01/my-nationalization-problem--and-ours.php">moving</a> them towards <a href="http://tpmdc.talkingpointsmemo.com/2009/01/will-banks-become-utilities.php">utilities</a>. Let's just regulate them, okay? Under the auspicious title of "Utility", AT&T (the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bell_System">real</a> one), gave you: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bell_Labs">radio astronomy, transistors, Unix and C</a>, and on and on and on. Oh, and a phone that worked. I know people nearing their 70s that still need 10 or less fingers to count when that old Ma' Bell phone didn't work. And what did the breaking and deregulation give us? A series of re-merged, unregulated oligopolies that don't provide nearly the same things. I'm not saying it was all rosy with Ma', but we sure got a lot of neat things.<br /><br />So, who knows? Frankly, I'm glad some of this noise is now percolating upward in the media stream. Amazing, really. Hopefully it becomes a torrent that leaves the truth in the plain, hard light of day.<br /><br />Random thought: why the love of monarchies, royalty in general?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">0xFEE1DEAD</span>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-64901667822667218762009-01-02T14:30:00.001-06:002009-01-02T14:30:01.806-06:00BusyBeen busy. Very busy.<br /><br />I've still not finished the Finite State Machine library. This is nothing new, really. I meant to finish it while I was on vacation, but I ended up reading books and webcomics instead.<br /><br />I'm alive, somewhat.<br /><br />And 2008 is firmly behind us. Of course, the bottom has yet to be reached. The question now is: will we coast to the bottom, or will we slam head on into the bottom at top speed? Are things going to go Mad Max on us?<br /><br />Who knows.<br /><br />Hopefully the manufactured, non-existent "instruments" the bankers cooked up will go away for a long while. Money from nothing for nothing. Amazing. But ridiculously dangerous.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:courier new;">0xDEADBEEF</span></span>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-67536648794958604062008-11-20T21:10:00.002-06:002008-11-20T21:10:00.365-06:00Bit MusingsA rather light post tonight.<br /><br />Just some random thoughts:<br /><ul><li>Working on a Finite State Machine library in Python. Others have done it, I want to roll my own. I'm weird like that. It'll probably start as a textual library, then maybe move to a GUI. Learning experience.<br /></li><li>GMail has themage. Yes, I rock the ASCII Terminal Theme. I am DORK!</li><li>Civilization Revolutions eats my time like crazy. Sid Meier, you make my time melt.<br /></li><li>I should finish Phantom Hourglass sometime soon; I keep putting it off.<br /></li><li>Am I the only one who thinks the little-'l' libertarians* are out in force more given the current US economic situation? I'll come back to this in the future.</li></ul>And now back to scribbles on my notebook, new car research and course-work I found on operating systems.<br /><br />0xFEE1DEAD<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">*There is a difference. The little-'l' libertarians actually have a cogent philosophy. The big-'L' Libertarians, on the other hand, well, let's not go there. I won't even dignify them.</span>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-67533507880463631172008-11-14T21:00:00.003-06:002008-11-14T21:00:02.058-06:00Gaming Heretic<span style="font-size:85%;">I know I said I would do a post about morality and religion, but this was the subject that struck me this week while mashing a midnight support shift. The other one is still in the works, never fear. I just won't say when it will arrive.<br /><br />I never said this thing would be exclusively about secularism or politics.<br /><br />Meanwhile, enjoy.</span><br /><br /><hr /><br />I'm a gaming heretic. I've always been and always will be a gaming heretic.<br /><br />I'm skeptical about games. I honestly look at replay-ability over shiny graphics; content over hype. It is probably an out-growth of my general skepticism about the world. I have questions, and I look for real answers.<br /><br />I'm going to posit something here that will have be derided and ridiculed mercilessly by a group that itself is shunned and ridiculed on a fairly regular basis. I make the posit not because I want to mock the group of gamers; far from it. I am a gamer, no matter how heretical I may be. Ever since the great works of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shigeru_Miyamoto">Shigeru Miyamoto</a> hooked me in my youth, I've played games. I love to escape to fantasy worlds as much as the next biped; although I've always preferred to imagine the worlds myself or dig into the world offered by an author -- more of a historical artifact, games used to be small.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">My assertion is this: World of Warcraft is ridiculous.</span><br /><br />Now, I know <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Make_Love,_Not_Warcraft">Stone and Parker</a> have already poked fun at this game. Instead of making light of my fellow gamer, which I think they may actually deserve in cases*, I'm going to just jot down some of the immediate costs of the game.<br /><br />My assumption is a player who has played since November 23, 2004. Please note, my cursory scrounging only produced modern values for the price of the game, so the outcome values may be slightly off.<br /><br /><ul><li>Cost of the WoW Game: $19.99</li><li>Cost of the Burning Crusade Expansion: $29.99</li><li>Cost of the Wrath of the Lich King Expansion: $39.99</li><li>Cost of month-to-month subscription: $14.99</li><li>Cost of six month subscription: $12.99/mo ($77.94 for six months)</li></ul><br />Now, summing the cost of the game's binaries: $89.97<br /><br />All in all, not all that bad, when you think about it. Over the years, I've given more to Nintendo for the little mustachioed plumber or the sword-weilding boy-hero. But, this is merely the <span style="font-weight: bold;">one time cost</span> of WoW. I never had to pay more than the one time cost for games.<br /><br />Given that the hypothetical player in this situation has been playing for four years, those monthly costs will add up. Four years is 48 months. But oh, Blizzard is generous, they give you a month free. Ok, so the hypothetical gamer has only shelled out for 47 months to the mighty mighty publisher of the most successful MMORPG (or MMOG in general).<br /><br />So, 47 months is either $610.53 or $704.53 depending on the subscription plan our gamer opted for.<br /><br />So the cost, to date, to Nomber 2008, is either $700.50 or $794.50. And the cost will just climb.<br /><br />I'm going to assume our gamer is a dedicated player, so she went for the six month plan. So far, she has spent $700.50 on WoW. Just on the game. Think about it for a moment. I'll let you readjust your jaw.<br /><br />Oh, you may want to brush that dirt off, might taste funny.<br /><br />Seven hundred bucks, my friends. That is how much our dedicated fan has shelled out to Blizzard. Not counting all the internet access she has paid for, which is a substantial cost in itself. And yes, even if she uses her hookup to the 'tubes for more than WoW, she rightly has to reckon that in, since WoW requires it. I know I've had a hefty internet bill from buying broadband the last few years. Not cheap. Oh, and let's not forget all the other little ancilliary costs Blizzard has heaped on: transfer costs, guides, etc.<br /><br />I suppose you would like a number on a broadband tube connection. Well, they're fuzzy here in the states. I'll pick a conservative number: $30 per month (not counting taxes and fees). So, 48 months (sadly, I've never heard of a provider that gives free months) at $30: $1440.00.<br /><br />So our dedicated gamer has shelled out, purely in money terms, $2140.50 to play WoW. Sorry about your jaw again.<br /><br />That's pretty ridiculous if you ask me. And we haven't even begun to think about the time cost, either. Time is money, even if it is for relaxation purposes. And I know many a gamer that isn't able to relax on a game due to other players or the game itself.<br /><br />Blizzard has this shit figured out**.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">*If you can't take some slight satire and laugh, you are taking yourself too seriously. As a nerd, I enjoy satire of my group, helps keep me humble.<br /><br />**I know, Blizzard does have administration costs, servers and the pipes they would need to support this kind of game are expensive. But even given that, they've found the money tree (or shrub, greenbacks are printed on cotton still).<br /></span><br /><hr /><br />I was originally writing an article on why MMOGs in general were the source of ridicule and destroying gaming. But that article was getting massive and unwieldy. Too much for a blog post, really.<br /><br />Maybe someday. Maybe. Probably not. Remind me about it, if you feel so inclined. We'll see what happens.<span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:courier new;">0xDEADBEEF</span></span></span>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-62103124108665666572008-11-05T21:50:00.003-06:002008-11-05T21:57:23.700-06:00The Sober Light of a New DayAfter the headiness of last evening, I realize there is still much to be angry about. To rail and rock against. To fight until the bitter end.<br /><br />I'm willing to stand. Knock me down, I will get back up. I will struggle until it is truly finished.<br /><br />But nothing for today, too much other stuff to deal with in meat-space.<br /><br />Coming soon: morality is external from religion, not the other way around.<br /><br />0xBADC0FFEE0DDF00D<code></code>ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-83032469309024649042008-11-04T22:48:00.005-06:002008-11-04T23:18:52.159-06:00In Which I Feel ElationI meant to be in bed now, I really did.<br /><br />After casting my ballot this morning, I went to great lengths to avoid any election coverage. In my mind, once your ballot is cast, any election coverage is just a waste of time and energy.<br /><br />So I lounged around feeling wiped out; I had stayed up too late Monday night, dealt with ridiculously noisy neighbors at 5 am, and getting up early to hit the polls. As I write this, I'm still aching, and I need to sleep.<br /><br />Then, just a short while ago, my mother called to give me the news: Mr John McCain had conceded the election, Mr Barack Obama was our new President-Elect. It was a moment wherein my cynical dread from the last few days evaporated and was replaced with a sense of elation.<br /><br />It has been, in my opinion, eight long years of stupidity, arrogance of ignorance, vitriol and anguish. Eight years of economic ruin, seven years of a political landscape that seemed to have escaped from the mind of a lunatic, five years of a destructive and disastrous war where many good people met their end in a short, violent and brutal death.<br /><br />And tonight is catharsis. Tonight is relief. Tonight is joy.<br /><br />I sit here and am watching Mr Obama give his speech. A person of eloquence, a person of grace, a person of intelligence. A good person. The sort of person that hasn't graced that residence on Pennsylvania Avenue in years. A happiness.<br /><br />Don't get me wrong, there is still much to be done. An economy to fix. Good women and men to bring home in one piece. An international reputation to reconstruct. It is just the beginning.<br /><br />But damn, a moment of hope for once. A moment when things are genuinely positive. Where the door has been opened where it was once firmly sealed shut.<br /><br />Good night from the US. Tomorrow we shall wake up, and we will keep fighting. But for tonight, tonight is joy. Tonight is happiness.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Pointer derefernce: success</span>.ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-21275226320493398042008-11-01T17:52:00.003-05:002008-11-01T18:36:15.723-05:00Ah, November. How the hell did it get this late in the year? It feels like August was just a few days ago.<br /><br />For those not in the US, you can safely ignore this post; unless you have some interest in our bizarre affairs, if so, enjoy your voyeurism.<br /><br />In a few short days, millions of US citizens (sadly, probably still only a small fraction of all eligible voters) will wander to their polling place and cast votes using a myriad of different voting systems from the crude to the shoddy to the sophisticated. They'll get little stickers declaring 'I Voted'.<br /><br />I wish I could feel less cynicism about the whole thing, but the whole system and past experience lead me to feel otherwise. It is all to easy to defraud the system, especially as time goes on and paper trails disappear.<br /><br />I won't go into ugly detail of what the two possible outcomes may be; others have done it for me.<br /><br />I'm a liberal sort of person. Don't get me wrong, I don't blindly vote for one of the major parties, I honestly do select on what I consider qualifications. I don't go in for the glorification of ignorance, for racism, for fear of the new and unknown.<br /><br />All I will say is I feel a bit of dread. Next week could be very uplifting, or incredibly depressing. Regardless of what happens on November 4th, 2008, the world will keep spinning.ByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5238894826370698768.post-17106340366158325872008-10-30T21:07:00.001-05:002008-10-30T22:37:58.702-05:00The Begining and Rebuilding the Tower of BabelNot sure why I've wandered back to Blogger. I used to host my own, but I'm not sure what I'm going to do with that. But here I am.<br /><br />Do I really need to declare my intentions here? Must I follow a trite cliché?<br /><br />Too bad, I'm not doing it. We'll figure it out as we go along.<br /><br /><hr /><br />I want you to imagine a place for me.<br /><br />This place is a great and mighty city-state. A place so great that it acts as a draw for people from all over, an engine of commerce. In this place, you can find anything you may need. There are so many different peoples in this place, and they've all begun to speak a common tongue. Knowledge is being gathered and built upon; engineering skill is growing, almost nothing is beyond the skills of the men and women gathered there.<br /><br />Sound like a great place? When I first heard of it, I thought, "Wow, this seems like a good place to live."<br /><br />Well, apparently not. This particular place, or idea of a place, has been imagined time and time again in the Ancient Near-East. In the story known to most of the folks that may read this, the place is Babilu, or Babel, but it has gone by other names.<br /><br />In the narrative, the language of the people is scrambled and the people become scattered. The greatness of the place is diminished. The city-state falls.<br /><br />Now, I'm sure there is some actual historical kernel of truth buried in this ancient story. Perhaps something catastrophically bad happened to the people, I don't know. If there are any archaeologists or historians out there that have harder facts, I welcome elucidation on the matter.<br /><br />Beyond the story, or whatever true event happened (or didn't happen) there a few thousand years ago is the moral of the story: human hubris can be a bad thing. On the face of it, warnings against hubris aren't all that bad; one should be careful in their advancements, lest they over-reach and fail.<br /><br />But somewhere in there, something got twisted, and the way that I learned it, the hubris is not over architecture, but rather on the idea of getting together, of gathering knowledge, of learning of your fellow man. And I see this idea repeated disturbingly often in other contexts. Somewhere along the lines, it became evil to <span style="font-style: italic;">know</span>. Knowledge is the crime, the sin, the affront to the deity of your choice*.<br /><br />And therein lies a problem; a real, genuine, progress thwarting problem. This equating of knowledge with evil seems to lead people to fear knowledge. It is a fear of new knowledge that might invalidate cherished ideas; a new knowledge that the group of people you don't like has most of the same wants and desires that you do (this works in the reverse as well); a new knowledge that we maybe, just maybe, have the capability to accomplish whatever we set our minds to, provided we give it sufficient effort.<br /><br />I'll say it right now, up front and center in my first post**, I have no time for those that fear knowledge, or would seek to curtail our knowledge to a mish-mashed series of religious texts or over-glorified traditions.<br /><br />I'm an entity that seeks new knowledge. I seek understanding. I seek to raise the whole of humanity to the infinite heights it seems capable of, provided it can get beyond its old hang ups. I seek to dismantle these ancient ideas that are our chains holding us down.<br /><br />These ancient ideas have always rankled me. I've always been bothered by the idea that I shouldn't trust anything unless some <span style="font-style: italic;">authority</span> told me to do so. If I've genuinely learned something — and I have nothing against learning from those that have acquired empirically verified knowledge — I'm going to trust that knowledge as the best working model I have for the world.<br /><br />I say, let's keep building that tight-knit world; let's break the barriers that time and space and people have erected. Build that tower, not because it is an affront — what's there to affront? — but because it is a symbol of what humanity can do when not shackled to the ground.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">*This idea that knowledge is evil seems to crop up in more than just your Abrahamic religions. It seems to show up time and again all over the Mediterranean.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">**(HA! Frist PSOT!)</span><br /><br /><hr /><br />There's my first entry here. Hope you enjoyed. It is left as an exercise to the reader to get the drift of what this blog may be about, at least in some small way. My interests and views are wide and varied; I just decided to jump into this end of my mental pool — there are even deeper ends; conversely, there are much shallower ends too.<br /><br />Cheers.<br /><br />0xBADBADBADBADByteReaderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10764493938569990681noreply@blogger.com0